Friday, February 13, 2009
cartoons just for kids?
so my cousin called this morning, we've been talking some lately, we lost contact a few years ago after some not so wonderful family drama, that didn't include us but for some reason we got dragged down with it. right now though we are talking and she is planing to come up this evening and see me, maybe go do something tonight. I'm really apprehensive about it mostly cause i haven't seen her in such a long time, we grew up as sisters so really it doesn't matter how much time goes by when we are together it seems like we pick up right where we left off. I'm also nervous about what my mother will say when she finds out we have started talking again. now i realize i am 26yrs. and what i do isn't really any of my mothers concern, but my mothers opinion is very important to me, it always has been. i in no way want to cause any friction between my mom and i. but i know it will. i gotta realize though that now that i am an adult i will sometimes do things that my mother doesn't agree with but it doesn't make them wrong. i love my mom but sometimes i gotta live for myself and not worry about her opinions as much. i also think that as an adult my mom should be on a need to know basis to an extent. my cousin and i have had our share of problems, she's done things i don't agree with, I've done things she doesn't agree with, but when you grow up with someone and your so close with them your willing to forgive the past, move forward and give second, third, fourth chances. i am actually excited about her coming over...its been awhile since i saw her, last, we have so much to catch up on, so much to talk about and so much to laugh about. i will definitely blog what happens if she does come by...I'm sure it'll be eventful!
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