so although i'm not doing the greatest, i was however doing okay, but then the phone rang. (stupid phone is the root of all evil) my ex called...at first everything was fine, we were talking like friends do, just talking about random things...then after us talking for about 30 mins. he said "so you going to come over"....i was absolutely floored, of course i told him no, (which took alot of courage) and well everything got werid between us yet again. he got really quiet, but i actually stood up and told him why i said no. i told him how its not fair to me, if i would go over there then i would have this hope of us getting back together, then i would leave disappointed and hurt...back where i started. the he was like "well then i'm getting off here bye" OMG...i'm sorry that i'm not at his backing call anymore, he's the the one who broke things off with me...so i have a right to be upset..i'm not going to just sit around and wait for him to change his mind. i think i'm not going to talk to him for awhile, let him think of what he's done.
on another note: i think that J is ignoring me, i've messaged him & he's been online, but nothing, sent him comments but nothing....i dunno how to feel about that, i want to call him but i don't want to bother him. i think i might call him tomorrow evening, when i think his classes are done....then find out what the hell is up with him.
BOYS ARE STUPID
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